♥aeen

Sunday, February 19, 2012, 7:32 PM

FOUR more days. Counting down ...




Friday, February 17, 2012, 8:55 PM

Our first 'concert' together, back in 2006. Singapore idol. I won those tickets @ 987fm and drag him along. I remembered buying a blue top just to wear to this event, because i was rooting for Hady Mirza. Haha. Semangat. So kental. Those were the days. I remembered walking from the stadium, all the way to the mrt stn, then passing him a 'love note' coz we fought the week before, telling him how much i love him. Omg, kental or what. Hahaha. I was 16, that was how lame i was. I don't even know how he reacts to that note. I haven't ask him, till now. lol.

Love you Atapio, not the same as 6 years ago, but even more.




Wednesday, February 15, 2012, 10:49 PM




Tuesday, February 14, 2012, 10:58 PM




Thursday, February 9, 2012, 4:46 AM

Woke up feeling all fucked up for my morning shift, then i saw this on my phone. Makes me smile like a pedophile.




Tuesday, February 7, 2012, 2:42 PM

Eka's 22nd Birthday Surprise :D






Surprise dinner at Rasa rasa thai seafood restaurant.
I had to lie to her, to make her believe that it was just gonnabe the two of us.
More surprises came at Woodlands Waterfront.
We were like 18 year old kids, climbing, running, swinging.
Behaving just like secondary school kids with our secondary school mates.
"We are not FAT, we are TAF (TOUGH)!!!"
Great night.
Happy birthday Eka.
Love you babe.




Monday, January 30, 2012, 4:27 PM


At times like this, i'm at my lowest. Your sarcasm, your words, that look you gave me. I can't take it anymore Am i really that fucked? How come you're the only one who seem to have issues with me. Seriously, I feel like giving everything up but I've went through 2 months of shit & I'm only left with 3 weeks to endure. At that moment, when you said those mean words, I felt like pushing you against the wall and punch you right in the face. Bitch. But, I got to be humble. I'm nothing there. I'm just a student. I know where I stand.

Right now, I don't feel like going back to work.
Right now, I need to find my ego, to boost up my confidence. Oh crap. Where has it gone too?
I'm excited for this posting to end, but I'm also afraid to be a Staff Nurse. I'm not ready.
I want to quit nursing and switch career.
I wanna be a teacher.

Teacher's starting salary > Staff nurse's starting salary
Teacher's benefits > Staff nurse's benefits
WTF right. ikr.
Insyallah, upon completing my 3 years bond at sgh, I shall switch career.
It's never too late. I'm only turning 22, I'm still young.





Saturday, January 28, 2012, 12:22 AM




Thursday, January 26, 2012, 2:56 PM

Cheers to the long weekend, I've been meeting my boy back to back for three days. From exploring ghost town on cny, to having supper everynight together, to freezing chilling ghost stories sharing with his friends at the wee hours. Thanks to cny, we both had four days off. BAIK. Now, its back to our busy working schedule. Ouh man life is so mundane.

Counting down, 4 weeks left~
I can't wait for this shit to be over.

I love you babe.




Wednesday, January 25, 2012, 12:05 PM

Flight + hotel for phuket = booked & paid.
Ferry + hotel for Batam = booked & paid.

The aftermath = BROKE.




Tuesday, January 24, 2012, 5:10 PM




Sunday, January 22, 2012, 10:41 PM

The thing about being in love is that you cannot imagine your life without that person, you truly believe that you will not be able to function without them by your side. But the thing is, when they leave you do, you keep going because you have to and then eventually you move on and get over them and wonder why you ever thought that you needed them in your life. WORD.




Tuesday, January 17, 2012, 11:39 PM

Any kind soul mind wasting $199 on me? Birthday present please?
Hahahaha.
Maybe I'll ditch Jessie J's concert and get these sexy pair of kicks instead.





Monday, January 16, 2012, 4:38 AM

Beachy girlfriend date!




What's more perfect than spending your day at the beach? Relaxing indeed.
I love today. I feel like rewinding and playing back everything all over again.
I foresee that tomorrow is gonna be another great day too.
Why?
Firstly, i'll be meeting my boyfriend.
Secondly, i'll be meeting my boyfriend.
Thirdly, i'll be meeting my boyfriend.
Fourth, i'll be meeting my boyfriend.

hehehehe.

budak gemok excited.





Wednesday, January 11, 2012, 12:39 PM

My 2011 resolution was to settle down because 2010 was bad ass. In 2010, I fucked things up. I cheated. I lied. I manipulate. I toyed with hearts. I was a bitch.

But eventually i did achieve my 2011 resolution, I settled down, and I ended every shit that was happening.

I wish I could turn back time and undo my mistakes. But I couldn't.

I've changed. That's what matter most right?

I am sorry. ily.




Monday, January 9, 2012, 9:16 PM


EH. He is my first love right? COOL.
Maybe one day I'll say this to our daughter.
HAHA.. Berangan.


5 days down, 5 more days to go.
Orang gila je kerja 10 hari straight.




Saturday, December 31, 2011, 12:30 PM

Hey 2011, you've been great but we gotta move on.


2010 was crazy. 2011 was a better year.
I received great results for my final year exam.
I bought a new phone together with Atap (only god knows what happened to his).
I got closer to my family.
I learnt baking and started loving it.
I got through my first month of intensive PRCP.
I took my bike license, (fail).
I met a whole lot group of new people.
I began to love and cherish this one boy, even deeply.
2011 has opened my eyes to the world.

2012 is gonnabe a great year. It's gonnabe a different year.
I am going to be a staff nurse at SGH in April.
I am going to get my license and registration from Singapore Nursing Board.
I am going to wear my graduation gown and make my parents proud.
I am going to Phuket for my sweet sweet march holiday.

My resolution for this new 2012.
To be a dedicated, knowledgeable and caring staff nurse.
TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

That's my simple resolution. What's yours?

MY FOUR DAYS OFF STARTS TODAY. YEAY. BEST GILA.




Thursday, December 29, 2011, 6:29 PM


One of the best malaysian love film.
Ombak Rindu.
♥

"Tuhan, tolong lembutkan hati dia, untuk terima ku seadanya.
Kerna ku tak sanggup dan ku tak mampu,
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku.."




Friday, December 23, 2011, 11:55 AM

I have to deal with this, every morning. Love hate relationship with my bed.




Friday, December 16, 2011, 8:50 PM

2 well spent off days with you. Finally, I can go to work with a sexy smile on my face tomorrow. :D